In a story titled “I Compared Myself to the Runner I Used to Be—I’m Learning to Let Go and Move Forward” published by Runner's World yesterday, Cindy Kuzma said, “In November 2025, I crossed the finish line of the Scottsdale Every Woman’s Marathon, and took a breath before looking at my watch. When I finally peered down, the time I saw was more than 30 minutes behind what I’d run for a marathon the year prior. In fact, it was the second-slowest of my 24 marathons.”
She went on to say, “Objectively, I knew there were plenty of good reasons for this. A summer injury interrupted my training, and, while I was able to safely build back up to cover the distance using walk intervals, I came in slower than I had originally anticipated. My first emotion upon finishing was gratitude for the experience and for finishing healthy, but seeing the cold, hard numbers—not to mention the race photos—stirred up other feelings, too.
I’m a masters athlete now, and, even if I’d had the perfect training block, I’d be nowhere near my personal best, 3:21:02 at the 2009 Chicago Marathon. Not only are my times slower, but my shorts and tank are a couple of sizes larger than they used to be.
I’ve tried, for years, not to compare myself to others, whether it’s athletes I know in real life or those whose highlights pop up in my social media feeds. As runners, we often focus on numbers, and our culture prizes looks, so it’s tough to keep that noise at bay. Now, I have a new runner I can’t quite measure up to: My younger self.”
After lamenting over the way her running has changed (titling the description ‘The Plight of the Aging Athlete’) as she’s gotten older, Cindy detailed how other masters runners (those over 40) and sport psychology experts showed her “how to fight for my future instead of my past.” This allowed her to avoid looking back at the runner she once was and focus on the runner she is now and, more importantly, the runner she wants to be in the future.
And, you know, as this story clearly illustrates, time stands still for no one. Every person will eventually age and will be faced with physical limitations. Thankfully, the very opposite is true in our spiritual lives because, although we mature in our relationship with Christ, we don’t have to slow down. In fact, according to Paul we should be picking up speed as we get closer and closer to our final finish line!
We, like Paul must put our hand to the plow and refuse to look back. We must press on with all our physical strength and mental fortitude to do God’s will and not our own. Which means we are to be so focused on running the race for God’s glory that we don’t allow those things which are behind us (our past) to distract us, whether they be good things or bad things. We must let go of past glories or regrets and strain forward for spiritual perfection, not self-reliance. And we must focus on today's work (thereby putting our hand to the plow) and "to those things which are ahead" that we might be found "fit for the kingdom of God."