“How long, LORD? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?” Psalm 13:1 NIV
“Final hours of warmth before dangerous wind chills return tomorrow morning.” “Yikes,” I thought to myself as I looked at the KY3 Weather Alert that popped up on my watch late yesterday morning. The wind gusts of 20-21 mph predicted for my hometown were going to drop the temps from the 70’s to the teens overnight. “I’m sure thankful we’re on the way to Texas where it won’t be quite as cold,” I said to my husband, who was busy driving us to the lone star state for a New Years ultra marathon. “Me too,” he emphatically said.
I’m also thankful that we live in a time where we can not only prepare for crazy weather changes such as this but can enjoy the “good times” while we have them. I myself, took advantage of the four springlike days we were blessed with in the Midwest by cleaning out the garage, airing out the house, enjoying lots of outdoor time, and even running a race with my husband. Knowing “when” our situations will take a turn for the worse (or for the better) can sure help us brace for the unpredictability of life—which seems to mimic our recent weather patterns.
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
And you know, although you and I know we will have trouble in this world (the Bible is very clear about that), it can be disheartening when the trouble seems to have no end.
This was something King David, like countless other believers, struggled with. In Psalm 13, David asked the question, “How long, LORD? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?” He then went on to ask “How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me?” By the repeated question of “how long,” you can feel David’s growing anxiousness and distress.
He felt (noticed the word felt) God had forgotten him which caused him to earnestly grapple and contend with his conception of reality—something that never ends well. This worry created by looking at himself and his situation rather than looking up to the One who controls all situations continued to spiral David’s mental distress which created even more inner turmoil, causing David to say “Look on me and answer, LORD my God. Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death, and my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,” and my foes will rejoice when I fall. Because of his uncontrolled and racing thoughts, David was now despairing of life itself!
“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” Deuteronomy 31:6
But this is the deal… feelings aren’t facts. And the facts are this… God’s love is unfailing, our salvation is secure, and God has promised to never leave us or forsake us. For this reason, God commands us to “be strong and courageous” because the Lord, our God, goes with us wherever we go. That means God never forgets us no matter how we “feel.”
Thankfully, David (who was very familiar with the Scriptures) finally came to his senses and said, “But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing the LORD's praise, for he has been good to me.” When David chose (and it’s a choice) to replace fear with faith and to trust in God despite the way things “looked” to the human eye, his heart’s worry turned to rejoicing and his pessimism turned to praise! He remembered that God was in control and that changed everything!
“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28
So, no matter what you’re going through today, resist the urge to look inward and fret my friend. Instead, choose to remember that feelings aren’t facts and look up instead. In this world we will have trouble, but we know that God will work all things for our good, our troubles will only last as long as is necessary to produce that good, and God will always be with us.
Heavenly Father, thank You for reminding us that You are in control of all things and that You sit on a throne that’s established and unshakeable. Help us to look to You when we are feeling down Lord or asking “why” or “how long” that we might not trust our feelings and spiral into despair. Compel us to know the Word Lord so that we will always be ready to use the Truth to keep our thoughts in check. It’s in your precious name we pray Jesus. Amen.
Happy Running!